Essie Love.

So it's JUST starting to warm up in NYC. I'm only now beginning to brighten up my wardrobe but I'm currently loving bright nail polish! This one is from Essie's 2013 neon collection.

P.S. I have long toes don't judge me.

Pic courtesy of my crappy iPhone camera -__- new phone coming soon! Lol

Comments.

SOOOOOO in my daily blog perusing... right here i found an amazing "tutorial" of sorts to ensure we've all included our emails in our comment reply section thingy (I've always been great at explaining things).... I think its important because some people don't even realize they don't have the setting enabled which might make it seem that their comments are not being replied to. I know I had no idea. 

AND IF YOU DON'T KNOW... NOW YA KNOW.

Change.

Finally!! The weather is warming up. Spring, you have been long long passed due and I have been waiting very impatiently for you. Please don't leave us again. 

As always... life changes when the seasons change. Work is going to change for me .. though im not supposed to be discussing how... but im actually excited about it. Sometimes a change is needed to regroup and realize the more positive things about a situation and while I was a little apprehensive at first, I've welcomed it with open arms now. Things can only get better. 

I have a tendency to let things bother me that shouldn't. I take on other peoples problems as if they are my own, and I want to help EVERYONE... ALL THE TIME. This drives my boyfriend crazy.... I simply try to help people open their eyes and view things from all aspects. I don't think there's anything wrong with that. But the stress that I allow myself to take on from said helping.... that's where the problem lies. I'm aware of it... I just haven't found a good balance yet. I'm still a work in progress myself.. constantly changing. =)

What's for Dinner??

Boyfriend and I never very rarely fight. In fact, in our almost 3 years I can't really remember any significant arguments that we've had. We'd be the perfect candidates for the posters of happy young adult relationships. But when it comes to deciding what to eat for dinner, I want to cry every night. We don't live together (yet ^_^), his house is being renovated so there is NO stove, and my grandma still thinks that at 23 if i attempt to cook for more than one person I'll burn the house down. So the nights we do eat dinner together, all we're doing is deciding between an array of garbage to eat! I'M NOT PICKY. Most nights after work and school I'm happy to eat anything so i can go to sleep. But it always becomes much much more difficult.

Him: Babe what do you wanna eat?

Me: It doesn't matter to me really whatever, you have in mind I'm fine with. (god please let him have something in mind)

Him: It doesn't matter to me either, I want to eat whatever you want to eat........

**Minutes usually go by as we both wait for the other person to just say what they want**

Me: Doesn't matter babe just pick something.

Him: BABE! I don't care, I just want to eat! Just tell me what you want to eat.

**insert every four letter expletive you can think of... because now in my head I'm mentally cursing him out LMAO**

Me: OK well its INSERT SOME TIME AFTER 9PM HERE so the only options we have really are A or B... and I'm fine with whichever one.

Him: Do you want to just get Insert something that was neither A nor B here?

Me: *mentally banging my head against the wall, falling out, arms flailing, full on two yr old tantrum* Yea that's fine. 

And that's how we usually decide what's for dinner. He knows what he wants, but he sits me through a 20 minute production... maybe so he can say he asked me and I said I had no preference. IDK lol. But I love him nonetheless. Just pray for us when we actually live together because deciding on food to actually COOK, I don't know if I'm ready for that. LOL

*special thanks to my mom on her indecisiveness and reluctance to choose dinner at her house every night... the conversations between her and my step dad are VERY similar.. except the expletives are probably out loud LMAO*

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